Journal: Guilt. Fear. Stress. Shame. Loneliness.

Guilt. Fear. Stress. Shame. Loneliness. This is what I'm feeling. I feel guilty that I haven't written here in over a week. I feel fear when I think about writing here again after missing so many days. I feel stressed when I can't follow through with my commitments. I feel shame when I don't shower regularly. I feel lonely being at home all the time...
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Journal: 3/4/14

Yesterday was the first day in months that I was able to work a full day AND get all of my chores done! Hurray! I'm going to assume yesterday wasn't a fluke (positive thinking!) and attribute it to two changes that I've made recently...

Reblog: Mourning

Today I’m still out sick, so here is a reblog from the LuvCherie Jewelry Blog from May 2012. When I sat down to write this poem I was mourning the loss of my mom. Somehow along the way it morphed into me also mourning the life I could have lived without Fibromyalgia/CFS...